Thursday, April 15, 2021

She's going.... & she'll do great!

 It's months away & yet here I am a ball of nerves & so damn *sappy (my definition.... sad yet happy) about Emily living on campus at FDU in the fall. I know she'll do great ....& that I AM just a natural born worrier, & even more than worrying about her. It's just that I'm going to miss her sooooooo damn much! I keep telling myself all the things I should... It's important, she needs it, she'll make friends, all the life lessons & education she'll get there. All the experiences she'll have & I know it's going to be great, but trying to tell that to my heart is another thing entirely. What helps the most is of course Emily, because she's so happy & pumped about moving on to campus! 💗💙🤞🥰 💗💙

Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Wasn't quite brave enough to post to Facebook...

 My mantra ... "Just keep swimming" Many things make me incredibly sad. It's hard being so sensitive & feeling so much. That's just me. though. I can't help it. SO... I remind myself all the time, to "just keep swimming" & trying. SO if you don't like seeing all my political post, or my very opinionated ones, I don't know what to tell you...that's why I tell people to unfriend me. It's why I've had to unfriend some, I don't want to see a post from you that makes me feel so angry, or sad, or some negative feeling. I get enough of that already. Sometimes I post things to counter the sadness I feel over all the sadness I see.