Friday, May 2, 2014
A "life cleansing"- Is there a pill for that?
Usually it takes something "dramatic" to happen in order to move past a place you feel stuck in. I feel in many parts of my life I've been just that. Stuck. I won't go into too much details on here but I feel like I hit almost rock bottom in a few areas of my life. I've been not unhappy but not as happy as I should be about several areas of my life. Between my weight, my health, & my relationship all needing major "improving upon". I was at that cross road where change HAD to come. I just wish that some didn't come with an assault the equivalent of a ton of bricks being thrown at me. As that expression goes.. sometimes you don't get what you want but you get what you need. It takes sometimes a kick in the gut to make a move in any direction. Because it's simply impossible any longer to stay where you are. I've never been good at making changes either, I'm not good at it at all, I tend to be the kind of person who needs a very strong push in order to make the smallest of change, well let it be known I got one. Time will tell if things get better. But hopefully with "work" it will. I've only ever wanted it too- I know life will throw curves at me from time to time no matter but I'd like to see a future where the hits from those bricks were not just a terribly painful reminder but a catalyst for a better life. That in time, the path I'm on becomes the path I am happily skipping down & not a path that feels like I'm lost on with no GPS.