Thoughts... Just THoughts..

I'm in a worried mood.... SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!! I find life so hard at times. I love life but why can't it be easier. It's all over... these things to worry about. Most people can hear something and it kind of goes in one ear and out the other. I hear something.. Oh this person is sick.. Oh he got in to a car accident.. oh this freak accident happened. I obsessed about it. Well if it can happen to him, what about me or my family or my friends. What is this ache I feel.. could it be this or that. I know it's something. I fret and frown and worry and dispair and it's exhausting. It is!! I wish I wasn't like this. But well atleast for today I am.